I'm not the type of person who will sit and analyse my lack of current relationships and if anything I choose to be single, it works for me right now and in all honesty i'm having 'Lucy time' and taking a break from baggage ridden knob heads. As I mentioned Valentine's Day for me is always an abrupt reminder that I am once again single for the occasion. Also I find it a somewhat little joke with myself that I always end up single in time for Valentine's, in my case past relationships have for some odd reason always ended at the beginning of February, how very convenient aye?
Throughout the day I have scrolled through what seems like enough flowers to fill a forest, a ridiculous amount of Thornton's chocolates, and not forgetting the naff 'I love you' teddies which will no doubt be conveniently misplaced by February 17th-18th. Nobody can ever say that i'm bitter, hmmmmmm.
This year i've noticed an increase of Millie's Cookies being bought, Thomas Sabo charms being hung and 1 night stays in swanky hotels (which is a bit of an envious one).
I'm pretty sure all of these people who've been lucky enough to receive gifts and treats will be appreciative and will no doubt all feel like 'the luckiest girl in the world'. That's a good thing and if the majority of females feel that way today, then boys from me to you a very sincere pat on the back for your successful efforts!
Now for my own version of 'Valentine's Day'.
I did actually consider getting dressed up today, however I quickly came to my senses and after my shower I swiftly changed into fresh PJ's and crawled back under my duvet. Since doing so i'll be completely honest and admit that i've probably moved from my bed three times at most, oops. Today's viewing has consisted of Orange is The New Black, 24, Disney Films, Anchorman and Bridget Jones. I've not long finished watching About Time, which I actually found a tad depressing and regretted watching almost immediately.. purely being concerned for my mental well being on this lonesome day. As if that wasn't thrilling enough I was accompanied by two gentleman, sadly not human beings.. more along the lines of two names on an ice cream tub. Yes of course, Ben & Jerry(s) the only two men in the world who have successfully numbed break-up anguish and as I imagine sometimes cured pregnancy cravings. They're handy bastards, adored by many and present during us women's most vulnerable of moments. We thank & salute you.
In addition to my love affair with Ben, Jerry or maybe even both I've successfully polished off a bottle of wine since being bed ridden. May I add that 100% of this beverage was drunk straight from the bottle seeing as I just couldn't justify moving to get a glass when I intended on drinking it all anyway. I should quickly just highlight that I do not have a drinking problem, I'm just having an intense lazy day.. we've all done it at some point ladies. Surprisingly I'm not actually tipsy, however i'm yet to decide whether this is a blessing or a feeling of being somewhat robbed. Debatable.
Ideally I would have ordered some form of takeaway but i'm unfortunately on the wrong side of pay day, so i've settled for a packet of Ready Salted crisps and my Mum's box of not-so-nice chocolate's from my Dad. Don't you just wish you were living my life right now, it is truly a thrill attempting to dodge the vile coffee choccies whilst in complete darkness. Just thrilling.
My next plan of action is to catch up on Call The Midwife, exchange Valentine's loathing texts' with my best friend and maybe if i'm feeling crazy I may leave my pit to switch the bedroom light on.. dodging the coffee chocolates is proving all too stressful for me..
Whether you're lucky enough to be sipping champange in a posh hotel, out for the occasion with a loved one, having a relaxing night in or even becoming Kermit the Hermit like me.. enjoy what's left of your night.
For every singleton out there, a lot can happen in a year so in the hour and a half left of Valentine's Day 2014 firstly give yourself a little fist pump for surviving the day with your emotions in tact. Secondly, remember that you don't actually need a boyfriend/girlfriend to confirm that you're loved, you have family around 24/7 for that and most importantly you'll always have yourself to fall back on if all else fails. Having the ability to love and appreciate the person that you are will forever be more difficult that finding a special someone who'll do if for you.
Happy Valentine's Day!
Until next time,
Lucy
x
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